surviving 2020

 heylo! 

things been good lately alhamdulillah! i'm married to my mr panda and  love him so much!!

but still havent finish my master. its tiringgggg. i always thought i can survive this but its killing me everytime. dont even know why. maybe its the deadline? or maybe because ive stopped getting my allowances? hehe. 

the thing is if i stop now i dont even know what's im gonna do nextt. i wanted to write, post book review maybe? tapi sikit je lagi nak habis but i dont think i can actually do ittttt sebab limited timeee huhuu howwwww? but come to think of it, before ni pon i don think i can do itt but look la where am i now. dah siap pon semua labwork yang i thought i can never finish tu. just a lil bit more...

so whats the thing that been holding me from doing the best??

1) the histopath result. lamanyaaa nak analyzeee.... 19/10 dah kena hantar nii

2) rephrase, chapter 1- all

3) result discussion tak tambah lagi 😭

4) list table, figure, acknowledgement

5) referencing

6) correction result

7) correction histopath

8) correction LR

Allahuuuu, so many thingss.... but the thing is i macam rasa tenang a bit if i list out my insecurities and it smehow can be done alhamdulillah. before ni pon i macam takut like for almost everythingg tapi bila luahkan actually its not that bad. and biasa lepas i write out, inshaAllah benda tu boleh settle. harap2 this time pon macam tuuu, amin.

till then, be strong dear self! see you againnn 💓


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