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surviving 2020

 heylo!  things been good lately alhamdulillah! i'm married to my mr panda and  love him so much!! but still havent finish my master. its tiringgggg. i always thought i can survive this but its killing me everytime. dont even know why. maybe its the deadline? or maybe because ive stopped getting my allowances? hehe.  the thing is if i stop now i dont even know what's im gonna do nextt. i wanted to write, post book review maybe? tapi sikit je lagi nak habis but i dont think i can actually do ittttt sebab limited timeee huhuu howwwww? but come to think of it, before ni pon i don think i can do itt but look la where am i now. dah siap pon semua labwork yang i thought i can never finish tu. just a lil bit more... so whats the thing that been holding me from doing the best?? 1) the histopath result. lamanyaaa nak analyzeee.... 19/10 dah kena hantar nii 2) rephrase, chapter 1- all 3) result discussion tak tambah lagi 😭 4) list table, figure, acknowledgement 5) referencing 6) correct
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So he said someone else is cute today. Despite all the tantrums, he seems like ignoring the facts how much that statement hurts me. I wish he could know this. That it is so wrong to mention someone else is cute in front of me. Sedih haha tapi orang tak paham or buat2 tak paham i dunno. I know its just a simple thing, but shouldnt you at least say sorry after seeing me like this oh my god this is so frustrating :-( i know im being childish but hey you're not supposed to tell someone else is cute right in front of me,? 😭
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Penat. But i'm all good.

I'm writing this right now because i am so exhausted and so sad but i just got no one to talk to 😭. Sedih sgt rasaaaa im typing this while crying kott. Penat dahh. Can i just berenti belajar and .. the thing is dunno what to do if tak sambung belajar 😭. I was like so tired and i tell all these to that one person i think i can turn to when im in need but he just didnt respon anything about that. And im not that kinda person yg boleh cerita everything kat sesape je. Even if she's my best friend. But i kinda feel so comfortable with him i just tell almost everything, about my sadness my happiness and all in between. But he just.. ignore me? Well i know he didnt even notice that. But i am sad right now and i need someone to tell me that its okay. Everythings gonna be fine. Its okay. I need him to tell all that.. but he didnt. I think i had too much expectations for him. They say expectation kills. And yes, this is killing me i guess 😭. Well i guess me myself is all i have righ
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Book review!

Hii hello assalamualaikum! My life nowadays was a lil bit boring i thought of doing something i like without being judged! kekekekeke Im gonna writeeeeeeeee teheee. Thinking of what to write, i want it to at least benefit others wah wah hehe so i'm gonna start book review, soon inshaAllah! I've been looking for a book review just now and it is soooo hard to find a book review for books from a malaysian perspective 🤔 so i was thinking of to do it on my own! Hahah tapi really have to squeeze errrrthing in one time lah because i got a veeerryyyy packed schedule. But i think this is gonna be awesome! So stay tuned! Ehehehhe  #lotsalaffff Okay, just a lil quick update..im sooooo sad sebab i tried to search for my blog about this book review, so i guess susah la orang nak jmpe my review huhu. But its okehhh i'll try to do it.first ehehehe
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convo!

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So, dah grad dahhh november hari tuuu! big yeayyy fer me heheheheh. so jom try post gambar pulakkk ahaha wahhh so cool! hahah okay manymoreee to come hehehe 
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me.

as clueless as ever, i'm writing this very first post of 2017, in December. haha how ironical is that. btw malu bila baca previous like ntahapapapapappa. dah la banyak typoooo. i'd love writing since forever. but now i forgot where i put my diary sebab pindah2 hari tu sobs. so should we start here all over again? :p hemegerd i'm so noob buruk gila blog but who cares haha. nobody's gonna visit anywayy. and i actually have to writeeeeee alotttt but its academic kinda thing so i kinda malas lol ( just who in this world like to do ilmiah thing haha) btw, i guess i need to put my heart my soul into it so that i will be good in front of my supervisorssssss (yasss, many s because i got like 4 supervisors how awesome is thatttt?!) but nvm. come to think of it, its not that bad, its still writing whatt, so yesss! i can(should) do thiss! hehe. well thatzall for this time i guess, and untuk 'you' if you're reading this, tahniahh sebab dah jumpa blog aku hahahaha
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finally, mr panda!

So first of all kan, x sgka last post aku psl umi xnak ckp ngn aku jugak. Huhu. Dn aku x igt dh pon cane kitorang baik balik. Hehehh. Hmm tp dis one time hit me real hard. Still rse awkward lagi smpai hari ni hmmm. Ade jgk ke org mcm aku eh? Me too dunno either. Okay anyway, aku nk cerita psl this one guy. Haha. I got a feeling he will read this someway somehow, so i'm telling something that i never really get to tell him. Weyyyyy kau hensem laaa jugak. Hahahhaha. Saje taknak bgtau nnt perasan pulakkk. Aku tak pernah ckp pon ni haaa, kau dh perasan heheheh. Okay tu je lah nk ckp. Hmmm semoga aku dan kau dpt belajar leklok dan kau xde repeat2 dah. And me too. I hope so. Sbb result sem ni is the plg the teruk that i can ever imagine. Ya Allah please help me thru all the remaining sem. Hmm. Aku harap bukan sbb aku lagha sgt jadi mcm ni ni. Hmm 😣😣
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